First Entry...Depression is often a close companion and a bane for me. I think the only time I really feel like writing...where I want to do nothing but it...is when I feel like I have a big hollow sensation within me.
If I ain't bleeding on the inside...I don't feel like I'm coming across well. Consider it psychological. I just know that I have problems with my emotions.
The main thing for my depression is loneliness. I feel..unneeded. And its the saddest sensation for me. I can take heartache...longing...I can take loss....I can take hate. I can take a lot of things...but I can't stand being lonely. I think my childhood had something to do with that.
A lot of my poetry is 'emotionally sappy' but its what keeps me going over I think. I've never had suicidal tendencies..but I think if I couldn't express to people how I felt...I might start thinking how nice my razor or pills would be.
haha!
i am about to email you some commission questions since you are not ON INSTANT MESSENGER!
you don't have better things to do...i know it...
don't front.
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"Fuckin'--What the fuckin'--Fuck! Who the fuck--fucked this fuckin'... How did you two fuckin' fucks... Fuck!"
"Well, it... certainly illustrates the diversity of the word."
--Rocco, Connor Boondock Saints
so...there is no knowledge of whether or not i was ACTUALLY hit by said snowball, therefore it can be disregarded, as we know not the outcome of the event.
see, it's like a bad polynomial equation!
shmack!
kthx
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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